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Thursday, March 27, 2008; 10:45 AM

Went to Chinatown yesterday to buy kimchi but while we were there, we stumbled upon a shop selling beads so we bought 2 books on the beads craft and i bought 2 packets of crystals and a packet of small round golden beads.

I hate to wash fish and is forced to do so today in the morning!(is it disgusting or wt) The fishy smell is still lingering on my hands!( YUCK!!)

Yours Truly;
Name here

Friday, March 21, 2008; 5:31 PM

Yesterday i went out with 3 of my friends. But before going to bugis to shop, another friend and i went to collect our pay. It was then that i finally feel the chains of work falling off me.( Man was that a great feeling or wt!)

After that, we went to bugis street (or is it village?) and the junction there to shop. I cant really believe i bought a hat( or is it a cap?) It is the first time i felt that i look good wearing a cap(or hat). Oh and i bought a top at IP Zone for $10 when the original price is $23.( Heehee!!)

And i dont really think u will believe that i bought a pair of shorts just for $17.20 when it's original price is $43!?( WAHAHAHA)

But of course most importantly, i enjoy my day with my friends very much.

Yours Truly;
Name here

Wednesday, March 19, 2008; 9:29 AM

I can't believe that i woke up at 7.33 just to go to np to hv the programmes installed into my laptop! I got an exercise just simply by tugging the laptop along and up the slopes to BLK 46.

Man! Wt a way to start a day. And i miss One Piece all because of this. And it is going to be another exciting and hilarious episode. Oh and if i dun hv to wait till the laptop convention open, so that i could go and get a new and functional mouse. If not i am already back home enjoying the show.
( Sigh** Oh well it is my decision anyway so wt the heck!)

Yours Truly;
Name here

Tuesday, March 18, 2008; 2:53 PM

I am going to say goodbye to the past and walk on. Towards the light at the end of the tunnel, my future, my hope, my world.

I will not regret my decisions. This is path that i have chosen to walk so walk i shall towards the light that is my destination. I will hold my head high and step by step i walk steadyly forward. Though slow but careful. Though careful but confident. This is my way.

Mistakes i made on my way towards the light that is my goal, are my obstacles . They slow me down, they make me stop in track, they make me fall but they will never make me give up; I will pick myself up when i fall, i will remove the blockage that is in my way and i will continue walking on even if i am slowed down till one i am able to resume my pace again.

And soon i am going to emerge from the tunnel and into the light....

Yours Truly;
Name here

Monday, March 17, 2008; 8:51 PM

I went to np today and i was afraid. I am afraid that i will not get used to my new school life,
i am afraid that i will not be able to any make friends,
i am afraid of rejection,
i am afraid of being hurt,
i am afraid that i will not be able to understand my lessons,
i am afraid that i will fail,
i am afraid....

I dont know why.
I want to cry but am unable to. Tears are unable flow down my cheeks. My eyes are dry.
But my heart is cracking, breaking into tiny pieces.
But still i am denied of my right to cry.

My heart is clenching tightly like a fist that is being clenched so tightly that it is bleeding.
This pain is called unease, uncertainty and fear.
If only i am able to let my tears flow, i won't be torturing myself so badly now.

I want to use my tears to wash away all my worldly burdens and be back to my normal carefree self. No fear. No worries. No unhappiness. Just like before.

I don't know why. Is it because of the unhappy experience of my job? I have already quit but still the memory of it haunts me. All the unhappy things that happened there, the unreasonable attitudes of the people working there and the mistakes i made there. Hurtful words said to me are still buried deep within me, causing me unspeakable pain.

Still i am unable to cry.......

But even so, i know that no matter what, i will not give up. I will keep walking towards my dreams though they are still yet unclear to me. I will proudly hold my head high and walk with confidence no matter what obstacles or sadness that might be blocking my path in the future.

And when i am old, i will look back and remember all that had happen and smile.
For i have conquered all that is impossible and is victorious.

Yours Truly;
Name here

Friday, March 14, 2008; 9:52 PM

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!

I cant believe it! My friends and i went out today to suntec for our outing and guess wt? I was tricked by them! All 7 of them!

I thought it was just our normal outing.( U know, just the usual go out enjoy laugh and meet up that type.) But in actual fact it was to celebrate my birthday! I was kept in the dark until we hv finish our meal at Swensen. Even when the waiter

took out the cake i still don't know wt's happening! ( Can u believe it? I am so dump!) When they sang the birthday song, i just clapped along growing more and more confused. Question marks just popped up around me. THEN i finally know that they were celebrating my birthday with me.

Let me ask u-Where can u find friends like that? I am really lucky to hv this kind of good friends. I was just so touched that i don't even know wt to say! I hope the wish i made when i blow out the candles of the cake will come true. Please let it come true.( But to tell u the truth, i was really pissed with myself for being so easily tricked! AAAAAAAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh )

Yours Truly;
Name here

Wednesday, March 12, 2008; 9:00 PM

Hey! Guess wt? I finally changed my blogskin! Isn't it amazing? I simply love this skin!
It is from the newest chapter of tsubasa, the comic, posted online! Beautiful ain't it?

( A big kiss for my skin! MUAH!)

(Oh and btw, it really unbelievable i actually took the initiative to change my blogskin. Hahahaha!!)

Yours Truly;
Name here

Tuesday, March 11, 2008; 6:11 PM

I am totally frightened to death by the aspect of going to the orientation camp in np! Wt if i cant get used to the environment there? Wt if i cant make any friends? This questions keep circling about in my mind....

(Think i'm ' bout to go crazy...)

Guess i'll just hv to find out myself and create a miracle...

Yours Truly;
Name here

Thursday, March 6, 2008; 4:45 PM

Sorry for not updating my blog...

'Cause nothing to write so did not update.
( my life is boring enough as it is...)

Anyway, i now can go online without the USB connecting the laptop to the modem. Change to mio already so that's wonderful ain't it?

Yours Truly;
Name here