My Life, My Love; ♥

Think there is something wrong with my hormones.
I cried after the first day of my orientation camp, worrying bout school work and all that.
Day 2 did not cry.
Day 3 cry again.(sigh)

Cried because worried that i will forget my sec friends and that they forget me.
I want our friendship and the way that we act when we are together to remain the same and last forever.
I dun want to be like so polite when we meet like we are strangers and not friends of deep understanding and history.
It is terrifying to imagine that we will no longer shoot each other with sarcasm and talk freely to each other bout everything and anything.

This is not wt i want. Please dun let it come true.

I feel better today after going out and laughing till i got a stomache with my friends.
I really love them even when they are moody angry or just plain silly.
And i dun use love this word so freely while referring to human beings.
This shows wt they mean to me.
Still they also hv the same worries as me which means i am not alone.
And i get the feeling that our friendship just might last through the years.