Ok, so now i feel better, if not hollow inside, ya, and my heart feel like a big chunk is missing and all but i'll live.
I dun care bout whether how they think about me le. At least that is wt i am trying to do anyway. Need to clarify a few things though, it is not everyone of them ignored me just that they dun recognise me that day due to my change of hairstyle. It is that specific person who ignores me. So think i need to clear up this thing and say that i am rather sorry that i let it get to me so much.
Now, i dun really care anymore and dun want to. I know that i hv done nothing wrong and that's enough, maybe next year, i'll know someone whom i really click with. That is a brighter side that i look forward to.
Anyway, i hv friends who are always willing to lend a helping hand or a sympathetic ear to me when i am in need. I could not ask for better friends than them, could i? So now whenever i am feeling stressed or just plain annoyed with things, i will meet up with them and just being with them is refreshing and rejuvenating enough for me to escape the harshness of life.
Looking forward to the outing Joni is organising think it will be relaxing.