I feel as though there is a hole in my heart.
And i feel so tired, not enough sleep and can't sleep any longer then 8 hrs.
Lose weight all because of this.
Can't wear any of my jeans without a belt.

Need to gain weight during the 7 weeks holiday.

At the bbq at andrea's, i finally was able to relax.
I feel contented with them there.
It was all so comforting and familiar.
Wish that it could be that way forever.
But there need to be changes if not time will stay fixed.
Feeling so sad today.

Macroeconomics test later.
Need to stay till 6.40pm.
Afraid that i will fail.
Too tired.
Dunno if i can focus or not.